LAST NIGHT WAS ONE OF THE HARDEST NIGHT IVE EVER HAD TO ENDURE . I FOUND OUT MY MOTHER IS LOSING HER MOTHER . AS I STOOD THERE HOLDING MY MOTHER THE ONLY THING THAT CAME TO MIND IS THAT ITS TIME TO LEFT GO. MY MOTHER HAS BEEN TAKING CARE OF HER THROUGHOUT HER SICKNESS. SHE HAS EXPERIENCED THE HIGH AND LOWS OF MY GRANDMAS CONDITION AND MY BIGGEST FEAR IS THAT THE LOSS OF HER MOTHER WILL SEND MY MOTHER ON A DOWN WARD DEPRESSION. SHE CRYED ON MY SHOULDER AND I FOUND IT HARD TO STAY STRONG , BUT I DID, AND AS SHE YELLED TO THE HEAVENS "WHY?" I HELDED HER TIGHTER . ALTHOU I WASNT CLOSE TO MY GRANDMA I THIS FEEL SAD , I LOVED HER , I WILL MISS HER , BUT TIME IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE AND WHEN CALLS YOU TO BE BY HIS SIDE NO THING IN THIS WORLD CAN STOP HIM FROM GATHERING HIS NEW ANGEL MY GRANDMA "NATALIA RIOS"
You have a new angel watching over you now xoxo
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